It's all over

Wow. I'm so overwhelmed. There's just too much. I simply cannot think about any of it right now. All I know is, I love him and he gave me this tremendous, amazing, life-changing oppurtunity and it's OVER. That is more than I can handle. I don't know what to do. I really, really don't. I have to just stop my brain, get some rest and start studying when I wake up in 5 hours. There's enough time to think about him and this and life from Wednesday onwards. Oh God.

I'm just shutting up now.